rupamdar porer diker publication gulo jotota jotil (ami fossis 2 ba F3-r kotha bolchhi),prothomdiker gulo totota na,ontoto apato dristite tai mone hoi. though things are extracted from his life only,tao itihas na ghete ba research na koreo gaan follow-up korte serokom osubidhe hoi na.
amar kachhe "tomar chokher kalo chai" serokom jotil vabe aseni, sudhu prosno ektai chhilo, ke ei MANOSHI, jar CHOKHER KALOr jonye Rupamda erokom byakul. ebong consecuently sei MANOSHIr sathe rupamdar somporkto kotota chhilo (gaanta lekhar somoy), adou chhilo kina... durvagyokrome serokom direct soduttor paini, jetuku gaaner kothay ja mone hoechhe setai share kori.
ek ek kore line by line asha jak...
Aami Tomar Chokher Kalo Chai
Tai tomar dike takai
Tumi takaoni aamar dike
Tai dhushor bikel
Kalo rastao rong haraye dhushor dhoyay
upekkhar ba obohela poriskar, kintu se obohela oichchhik na oneichchhik seta bojhar temon kono rasta ekhane dekha jai na. orthat onurag ektorfa naki vanga premer byarthota seta thik poriskar na. rather, jevabe "chai" bola hoechhe, sekhane fire chawar kono indication to ekebarei pawa jai na.
ektu egie dekhi,
Kichhu shorir kotha bole jae
Kono gobhir raater isharaye
Aami ekla jege shojjaye ... shoroshojjaye
Mon ghumaye tomar kole haye
ekhaneo ekakitto, chahida poriskar kintu etao kono sritir udyeshye onurag prokash mone hoi na. ei dhoroner chinta-dhara borong ek torofa premei probol vabe ase, even it is possible when there is no one specific in your mind but you have a desire of love. sei premika-heen abstract prem thekeo ei vabna asha sombhob, tai ei stanza-tao "ek dirghokalin sthai premika" mot establish kore na. it may be directed to either situation. aro ektu egie gie jodi dekhi...
Aami tomar hather chowa chai
Aar aamar nirloggotai
Khoje shudhu tomar aboron ... Ene dao shihoron
Kori tomate mrittunesha
ekhane amar chokhe ekta ektorofa prem dhora dichche, je premika hoi rupamdar feelings somporke hoi ocheton or rupamda was rejected.
ekhane 2nd r 3rd line-e dekha jachche rupamdar feelings turned into sexual fantasy to some extend and which is pretty natural. but note the last part of 3rd line,"Ene dao shihoron", ekhane kothao ki harano shihoron fire pawa dekha jachche? purotai ekta unknown pleaser-er akankha... jodi fire pawar dabi thakto tahole hoito "Ene dao shihoron"-er bodole "firie dao shihoron" more suitable hoto. r ekhane jouboner uddam premiker,"tomate jeebon-tomate moron" jatio mentality-o bes poriskar.
tobe aro khuchie dakha jak...
Aami tomar bhalobasha chai
Tai tomay bhalobeshe jai
Bolo aamar emon chahidaye ki mon deowa jai
Jibon deowa jai
Hridoy deowa jaye
Shorir deowa jaye
ei stanzar protita word bolchhe ekjon premikar kotha, jar deho-mon-jeebon rupamda prochur cheyeo paini,pachchena.kintu sejonne kono akkhep, khov ba dukkho nei ja harano premer khetre swabhabik, ulte achhe sudhu na pawar byakulota,osthirota...
last kota line ki bolchhe?
Aami tomay, tomar dehoke
Biswas ar shondehote
Khuji hothath hothothkaritaye ... Chini na tomay
Anamika bole dakte pari ki tomay
mojar kotha holo,ei kota line amake aro driro vabe bole eta ekta na pawa valobasa,kono harano valobasa na.
rupamda na peye nijer chawar upor astha harie felechhe, now he is not sure whether it is love really or infatuation. nijer akul chawake mone korchhe hotokarita. premikar ignorance premke korechhe ochena, sobkichhu die chawa byartho howai valobasay neme esechhe a(n)dhar or jake bola ja ek "ochena"-r porda. rupamda ja vebe prem biliechhilo,tara byartho hoe fire rupamdar prem orofe premikakei ochena kore diechhe. "Anamika"... er duto mane hote pare, prothomoto amar ager explaination onujayee jake nijer premika hisebe kolpona kore esechhe sei jaiga take dite na paray se aj ochena,ogyatonama ek "ANAMIKA"; ditioto, rupamdar prem chhilo ekebarei blind prem, jemon kina kokhono hoi pothe,ghate,pujor vire kauke dekhe mon die feli bindumatro kichhu na jene...se rohosyomoyee hoyei theke jai sarajeebon,porichoyer ovabe tar naam moner khatai hoe jai ANAMIKA
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