For last 18 long years I am an atheist. I can hardly recall something happened to me 18 years back. But I don’t know why, I can still remember the story that made me lead to a conclusion that I should be an atheist, and that is at the age of 5 (only, if you think so).
Though it’s not a real big deal to be an atheist now a day, but as the maximum number of people over world are believer, you can understand in a religious country like India, u are bound to face n number of questions when you declare proudly from the age of 5, “YES, I’M AN ATHEIST”.
Going to flashback, it was a movie, some religious movie, unfortunately forgot the name. There was a cruel, brutal landlord and one devotee of MAA KAALI. Obviously that landlord was an atheist. Something happened for few hours; by the end that landlord was able to see and feel MAA KAALI by his own and became a devotee, as well as he got rid of all his bad habits too.
As soon as the movie ended, questions started striking my child mind. A big “WHY SHOULD I?” I thought neither I’m that devotee who is desperately searching to find the Almighty (rather I can say he was so sure that almighty is their, he was keen to meet him) nor I’m that landlord who wanted to prove GOD is not their by using his power. I just don’t care who the hell that GOD kind of thing is. If GOD is so keen about me and he feel insulted with my attitude he can come and meet me. Obviously we can share a cup of coffee together.
Lot of water flown through Ganga, I grown up, attacking me for my atheism amplified. I stared finding more reason why should I believe in GOD rather than why I should not. But in vein, I hardly got any answer. A very common weapon of believer is “Do you have any answer how the universe formed”; I have a very simple answer,” NO”. I think its ridicules, few years’ back we didn’t had answer why rain falls, that time easiest answer was available. It’s GOD, who makes rain fall. My point is quite simple; it’s true that we don’t have answer of all questions in had, but it cannot be taken for granted that all the answer of unknown truths are GOD.
OK, I’m not here to prove the extinction of almighty, just wanted to share a pair of eyes that I carry with me.
Though it’s not a real big deal to be an atheist now a day, but as the maximum number of people over world are believer, you can understand in a religious country like India, u are bound to face n number of questions when you declare proudly from the age of 5, “YES, I’M AN ATHEIST”.
Going to flashback, it was a movie, some religious movie, unfortunately forgot the name. There was a cruel, brutal landlord and one devotee of MAA KAALI. Obviously that landlord was an atheist. Something happened for few hours; by the end that landlord was able to see and feel MAA KAALI by his own and became a devotee, as well as he got rid of all his bad habits too.
As soon as the movie ended, questions started striking my child mind. A big “WHY SHOULD I?” I thought neither I’m that devotee who is desperately searching to find the Almighty (rather I can say he was so sure that almighty is their, he was keen to meet him) nor I’m that landlord who wanted to prove GOD is not their by using his power. I just don’t care who the hell that GOD kind of thing is. If GOD is so keen about me and he feel insulted with my attitude he can come and meet me. Obviously we can share a cup of coffee together.
Lot of water flown through Ganga, I grown up, attacking me for my atheism amplified. I stared finding more reason why should I believe in GOD rather than why I should not. But in vein, I hardly got any answer. A very common weapon of believer is “Do you have any answer how the universe formed”; I have a very simple answer,” NO”. I think its ridicules, few years’ back we didn’t had answer why rain falls, that time easiest answer was available. It’s GOD, who makes rain fall. My point is quite simple; it’s true that we don’t have answer of all questions in had, but it cannot be taken for granted that all the answer of unknown truths are GOD.
OK, I’m not here to prove the extinction of almighty, just wanted to share a pair of eyes that I carry with me.
dada
ReplyDelete5th para ta nie kono kotha hobe naa... mone hochee simply i'm turning the knob around...
ReplyDeletestrong feelings huh..
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