My first blog

Some sprinkled dreams… broken love… frustrated blue thoughts… born of some hopeless poems…. 6 strings…. Old Lenovo laptop, about to die…. Shit n shared broadband…. 4 mobile, all r bullshits, who knows the model no!!! Adidas body sprays n Gillette shampoo…. Long hair, RBK bandana, full weird beard… Specs -4.5, lens, sun glass… Jeans…. Music… microphone… Altec Lansing 4.1…. scattered CD, DVD, socks, t-shirts…. Scrambled bed-sit… one bathroom-one room…. vibration of mobile, though u r looking for me…..

No…. customer care… some bullshits in Kanada, who knows n who cares…..

Failure, irritation… torrent… download… lots of unthinkable thoughts… some scrambled unwritten confession… your face…..

Again cry… your smell… heart beat beneath dopatta-kameej-bra…. “U r crazy”, listen long back, distance of eye n pillow is zero, some water softening the zero distance…. Know u r not there, but telling to whom? U or me?

Logic… atheist… neither Antichrist nor Christ… hate all these drama…. Hate lies n liar… treat all saints as jerks…

Cry…. Notepad, pen… poem… songs….. Friends…..Tattoo... Rock…. Software engineering… AS400… code… my office… magnetic swipe card…. Abusing… stubborn… appraisal… idly- dosa- bada- sambar….. Sharadindu Bandyopadhay…. Satyajit Ray…. Metallica…. Fossils… whiskey glass… Airtel…. Your last birth day gift…. Sunshine, rain n their love, incomplete even this time also…….

One violet Fly Emirates flew away… left some silence…. Some unspoken thoughts….. Little bit desire, for little bit love…………….